It's weird to think that three months ago I was an English teacher. I had a job which required a lot of my time and energy and I did it in a foreign country. I tried the best I could and I think I did pretty well. Of course I had some familiar faces around, but still it definitely wasn't easy at times. Then after I finished teaching, I traveled for a month which was another totally different and challenging experience.
And now my life is totally different again. It's maybe even morechallenging now because I feel very unsettled. This is the first time ever that I haven't had something to do every day. I'm not in school and I'm not teaching and as of now, have no employment. I know that I will find all of that soon, but all the questions "What are you going to do now?" and "What's next?" etc. etc. etc. Not that they aren't vaild, but it's almost like I don't wanna talk to anyone until I have answers for them. Which is stupid because it shouldn't be about what other people think, but I gotta admit I do care what others think. It's always been a problem.
So what I'm trying to say is. please don't ask me about what I'm doing or gonna do with my life. When I have answers, I'll let you know.
as for now- annyong!
